this funk is making my funk funkier
does that make sense?
i am in a funk. that puts me in a funk. therefore, i am funkier by the minute. uggh. it is making my skin crawl.
i want to quit reliving yesterday or stressing about tomorrow. i want to be in today. in the right now. tomorrow will worry about itself.
but first i need to shake this funk. and since i am in so much pain (yay fibromyalgia!), i will do that by dreaming up some diy projects.
this summer, i found two lamps on separate thrifting trips. $11 total for both. we did not have lamps in our living room before, so anything is an improvement. but they will be revamped. for now i am still dreaming up their futures.
and then there is this corner. it has yet to feel right. the problem is i dream of a piano in lieu of this dresser. so i hesitate to do anything and end up ignoring it. i need to get over it. i need to find a way to make it work for now. or maybe i will just stay busy with everything else and come back to it in the spring. (because our christmas tree will need this space in two and half months.) hmmmmm. . .
actually i think i will pick up my bible and read some truth. i will pray that God helps me engage in the now moments. i will ask for renewed strength. i will ask for humility and perspective and grace. that sounds about right.
xoxo and goodnight,
what do you do when you are in a funk?