i need a cure. a cure for my bad attitude. of course i know THE cure. but i want a quick fix. a band-aid. something that will make it all feel better and make me not so pouty.
i am tired. feeling insecure about mamahood and all of the ways i can and *do* mess up my kiddos. i want to be patient with them and love them through their childish ways. but i did not do that part of the job description very well today. i was short-tempered. i did not seek the STRENGTH i needed.
but jesse gave me this pretty (and hard to see) necklace for our anniversary and i am hoping that (as i stay up too late) maybe it will help calm me down a bit.
so for all those mamas doubting themselves tonight, let's take heart together. there might not be a quick fix, but there is this.
be strong and take heart,all you who hope in the Lord.psalm 31:24