i stare at my sweet lorenzo's face and think of the incredible beginning to his story. his life - his being - is beauty from ashes. he helps me stay tangibly connected to our third child. and has been a balm to my hurting soul . . . as i desperately prayed, but also nervously expected, he would.
and if may 2010 is difficult too, then so be it. i can cling to my HOPE and run to my LOVE. that is the ultimate balm for this soul. and until then . . . it is okay if i am sad.
sorrow is better than laughter, for by sadness of face the heart is made glad.ecclesiastes 7:3