i will not be bitter at jesse's job for making him work overtime every night this week.
i will be thankful he has a job that provides for our family.
i will not be mad at jesse for waking up late.
i will pack him a special breakfast instead.
i will not go to zumba this morning.
i will stretch at home instead.
i will (try to) not be mad at missing zumba again.
i will be thankful i have the option of a great gym and pray that i can make it next week. (and pray that i will not be mad about missing it).
i will hobble around my house in pain rather than hide in my bed.
i will also take lots of breaks.
i will not feel bad about eating a cookie with my banana at breakfast.
i will drink a second cup of hot chai - which is more lukewarm by now.
i will not do laundry this morning.
i will read more of my book when enzo is napping.
i will not worry about dinner. (yay for leftovers!)
i will thank God for friends and family who bring us food.
i will not think of today as the end of the work week but the beginning of the weekend.
i will help luca build a train track.
i will not stress out that i can not sit on the ground in pain to play with him.
i will work on potty training with gia.
i will not stress if she fights me on it.
i will cuddle my baby (a lot).
i will not stress out if i have to put him down when i am in pain.
i will thank God i can be present with them today.
i will not take out my fibro frustration on my family.
i will fight for a life that glorifies God amidst my struggles.